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Super Duper Long time since i last post.
Busy with school and everything.
Tomorrow there will be a prefect gathering ,
but i dun wanna go! Compulsary worx.. :(
I hate outdoor activities like running etc..
But i love swimming! ^^
Reading my lime magazine noww.
Its LIME 10th birthday and
LIME rox.
Not the LIME we eat but
LIME magazine.
kkthxbai ~~~
Has been a super long time since i last post.
Busy mahs..making my maple guild website cum DJing spot.
.Tomorrow got prefect camp early in the morning
..sian lahs. Later going distrubute flyers..
angel recommand me ders lor..
Nothing much to blog about just that maple has server check. >.>
Has been some time since i just post..
all my relative and neighbours are going away to
japan/korea etc..:( i wish i could go with them..
nothing much to blog about.
Just that i have been eating peanut butter with bread
every single day..
The beginning of a dream...in a soap bubble, lightly floating towards
infinity. that is where i would like to be, so i wouldn't be
bound to hear a thing.
to lose myself into oblivion and to avoid regretting a
fading past that, with all my being. i'd like to be my
present and my future. it would almost be funny if it
didn't hurt so much, don't you think?
to think that i, a girl with POWERS over the EARTH , would
dream of losing myself in nothingness.
here i am writing the most difficult post i've have to write/type.
not knowing if i'd have the COURAGE to PUBLISH it
to YOU. that is exactly what i was missing : COURAGE!
do you remember our very first encounter at the MALL?
there was so much sweetness in your embrace. you uttered,
"WE ARE SAFE NOW" i would like
to hear you say those words again, with the same certainty.
if only, for the LAST time, i would lose myself in the warmth of your embrace..
This is how much i ONCE love you..since you left me..i'd have...
tried to forget euu..
Cold. so cold. my body and my
heart shiver from the cold...
i would have never imagined i'd feel so much!
i miss you and i cannot tell you. worst of all,
i cannot tell myself.
why , why shouldn't i feel these emotions?
solitude makes me feel a deaf pain that not even
the things in my past can soothe.
and whenever other feelings arise, like rage, i
cannot find peace and i ask myself why US, why
THIS WAY, why NEVER again?
"you made that choice alone!
nobody asked me anything."
you told me this with tears in your eyes.
now, if only i could convince myself that i was
reasonable. if only i could silence the doubts that
crowd my minds. if only for one more time,
i could lose myself in the heaven of your eyes...
AND if you are reading this , that someone
should know who you are!
Has been a super long time since i last post..lazy nowadays..just made a friendster account. www.friendster.com/akikopearl. Add mii as ur fren or testi hors..
Want learn basic JAPANESE? U can use them during a conversation...hee~~
Japanese Lesson 1 ..
1. Word : Hajimemashite
Pronunciation : Ha-jee-meh-ma-shee-tay
Meaning/Used : When meeting people for the first time. As a sign of courtsy.
2. Word : Desu
Pronunciation : DES [ simple as ABC ]
Meaning/used : Example ; I am ____<---for me , is I am Pearl / Desu Pearl!
3. Word : Douzoyoroshiku
Pronunciation : Doe-jo-yo-to-shee-ku-o-neh-ga-i-shee-mas [ long hors? ]
Meaning/used : Please guide me along :P
3 Simple words a day hee. Example ..
Person A : Hajimemashite
me : Hajimemashite
Person A : Desu Sally
Me : Desu Pearl
Me : Douzoyoroshiku!
A simple conversation like this.
Has been a SUPER duper long time since i last blog. There seems to be something wrong wif my blogger page >.> Holidays lers. Bored like hell , also dunno got CCA a not. they nvr contact me..ltr i nvr go they complain..zZz kongkong online is quite fun lehs. u may want to try it. www.kongkongsea.com ;D
